About

Hi, I’m Timothy

Author • Devotional Creator • Christian Rave Producer

I’m a Swedish/English American who fell hard for the love of God and never really recovered. I make things for people who want to feel that love too — illuminated devotionals, worship you can dance to, and a card game where light pushes back the dark. Different forms, one heartbeat: the Father is kinder than you think, and He’s speaking.

Where it started

My great-uncle, Roland Buck, was a pastor who wrote about the blood of Christ in a way that marked our whole family. Compiling and sharing his messages — free on YouTube and in print — was one of the first things God put in my hands, and it taught me that my job is often simple: get out of the way and let the Father’s voice come through. That conviction runs under everything I’ve made since.

These days you’ll find me leading a devotional worship set at the Pasadena International House of Prayer, chasing that same nearness — the kind that makes you want to sing, dance, laugh, and cry all at once. God delivered me from bipolar when He encountered me with His love and over time I was able to taper off everything.

The books

The ABBA Letters are a devotional series of 365 illuminated letters written as if from the Father’s heart, one for each day of the year, each paired with original art. “You received the Spirit of adoption by whom we cry out, ‘Abba, Father.’” (Romans 8:15, NKJV) That verse is the whole reason the series exists.

My novel He Tasted Death steps into the six hours of the cross — the story of what no eye could see, witnessed from the spirit realm and from within the soul of Christ Himself.

Devotionals & prayer

Novels

Bible study & teaching

The Roland Buck legacy

Scripture, reimagined

Hymns & worship

Faith & healing

History & practical

Coloring books

Browse the full library on Amazon.

The music

I produce Christian rave and worship remixes — worship you can actually dance to. It grew out of a simple belief: the same Spirit who fills a quiet prayer room can fill a dance floor. I’m learning to DJ Christian dance events, and I love watching a room full of people worship with their whole bodies.

The game

I’m building a light-versus-darkness card game on a seven-fold Spirit color system — solo and co-op play, the same visual world as the books and music. It’s still in the workshop, but you can join the waitlist and grow up with it.

A few things I love

Praising the Lord, EDM, big laughter, longer hugs, praying in tongues, essential oils, good sleep, and really good food. I think joy is a form of worship, and I’m not shy about it.

Let’s stay in touch

Leave your email and I’ll send you my retreat guide Nearer Still free (the complete PDF, with meditations, breath prayers, and prayer activations), plus new writing, music, and updates as they come. No noise — just encouragement.